I'm crippled, but I am still standing up straight.

harroharroron(9:17:53 PM): okay, you know. i am really tired of this. so let's just start over or something alright. cause things are starting to change between us. nothings the same anymore, no matter how hard you try or how hard i try. it's not the same anymore. it's mostly me, if not all of it. i dont know. but it really bothers me that nothing isnt the same anymore. we didnt always get into this shit 24/7. we dont tell each other anything anymore. we hardly see each other anymore. you're like out of my life most of the time now. yeah i dont know what i am talking about but let's kinda start over or something. lol.
harroharroron(9:18:02 PM): i have no other idea how else to put this.

I couldn't help it. I am weak but I also believe I am a good person most of the time. Do you think so? I don't know, I felt like I had to do something about it before it went to far. I had a feeling something else was going on and I know I had to be the person there again that has to try and help out. I feel like I try to do everything for others when I virtually don't deserve shit but then I also feel this feeling of accomplishment. This good ass feeling. I don't know.

I'm going to try and help out again, like I used to. For once, I am going to go back to that mentality where I just put others before myself this time.

I feel a storm starting to brew up.