Tuesday's.... RANDOM.

Alrighty. So I get to school. Wait for a little bit go to PE. Hmmm.

Pham and I eventually find out that since the Sophmore's are in the gym today we get yet another free-play day. FUN.

Obviously we get a basktball and get together in teams.

Hmmm this is probablly Pham and I's last few days or day of playing together for BBALL. Because that retarded fuck had to join tennis. <_< So now they're moving him around and shit. FUCKING GREAT. UGH.

So yea we played and it turned out to be a really close game. Pham was a little Kobe for a second. That bitch won't pass and just kept making his shots. LOL. Then I eventually took over myself. I had more harder shots in a way. Because unlike Pham, I don't like to do little ballerina spins every 5 seconds. LOL. I did the thing that Kobe does from three point line where he just does this crazy shit with his pivot foot , doesn't dribble, then pops the shot. It went in... XD OHHH and I did the Texas Hop some retard thought he can take me, then I just left him with a ":O" lol. Then I did a crossover followed by a facial with a teacher watching me. Then they saw me pull a 3 LOL. Very nice. Pham did another "buzzer" and yea. I am going to stop bloating now. HAHA.

Lunch was the most un-eventful, boring, dead shit I will ever experience so far.

Same goes with English and Geometry.

I'll skip after school because that was just FAIL.

But somewhere between there my Dad calls me saying he got tickets to the Lakers game. BAHA. Ofcourse I started yelling around and dancing for like 5 minutes.

I get home get ready.. blah blah.

We get there. WOW. It's so nice to be there at night. It's such a great scenery around you. Lots of people... lots of lights... busy busy... Lakers fans. Prolly the greatest shit i'll ever experience so far in my life. So yea. We get in blah blah blah.

I was so surprised at how close the seats were. Because I really didn't expect them to be so close to the court. I got "lost" because I was like... Wait... No too close. LOL.

Game starts... Blah blah. Just use the internet for the game. HAA. Too lazy to do a little "Sports Center report" :p

I loved being part of a Laker game so much. It was completely oposite than when I went to the Clipper game. It's so ALIVE. And come on, you just have to love the sound of a full stadium of thousands of people cheering at once and chanting for the Lakers. Such a view.

Now I am in my bed. I am also pretty tired. My feet are like I don't know. They feel like a tooth ache for your feet how about that. Prolly from basketball today. I haven't played this hard in a while. Now I will stop this blog post and continue watching a replay of today's game. xD

kbai.

Politics has moved me.

Somehow, that same day. The first few daya President Obama was in the last process of becoming our new President, something inside me said, "IT'S TIME TO CHANGE." Just like his speech. I don't know how I got myself to change within 1 week. But the month of January wasn't really what I call a "good" start to my New Year. There's been more downs than ups from what I expected out of my New Year. Just like in his Inauguration speech there are many struggles, they will be met. Same goes for my life.

I have learned to think about my actions more. And to act differently towards people. I've learned to be more conservative on my actions.

I have changed from what I was. Not because of what a person has made of me, but for what I want to be.

I am done with being a pushover. I am done with being that one person everyone goes to as a last resort. I hate being the person being acted nicely upon one day, and being acted shitly upon the other.

I AM SICK OF IT.

I am done. I hope some people enjoyed the new me, because that's probably the last of it. I hope they enjoyed the way they treated me in the past. I hope they remember how nice I was, and while some people took me for granted. Or how some over looked their point of view towards me because of "me", opinions from their friends, or by my personality.

I am not saying I have made myself an asshole. But I am making myself a stronger person. I don't know how. Or when I will stop. But I WILL BE, STRONGER.

(physically/mentally. :])

Only certain people know now. I have become a little bit more complicated towards other people. I don't even know myself anymore. :/

This un-eventful week, has turned on my brain to act and work.

I can be better, and I will be.

I hope that I will Enjoy the Process....

I am going to stop blogging...

I am going to stop blogging for a bit. I just can't seem to type anything that's significant to me. So I am going on my hiatus...
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kbai.

4 in the morning.

*sigh

What do I do with my life? It's so. WOW. I don't know. I feel alone half the time.


Yesterday was so gay. I wasted like 4 hours doing NOTHING on the ps3. I waited for Pham for about like, 3 hours to play 2k9 online then I get a call saying "eyy i needa setup my online". GG. I'm fucking bored. Plus I am pretty dissappointed I am still awake and that I won't go to the Lakers game tomorow. <_<


I haven't been myself all week... *sighs I also haven't been talking to not that much people.

Sorry Keilah if I did/said/w.e. anything to you again today. :[

Crappy Weekend to start.

Wow, yesterday was gay. Today was gay.

I'm fucking bored and hungry.

Why the fuck does my life have to fucking suck so much. <_<

I'm getting boreed @ writing this now too.

Kinda explains my short entries. Whatever, just shows more that my life is boring.

Still sick.

Blah I happen to be learning about the human immune system, and I happen to get sick. I am learning about myself. xD How great.

I'm feeling some reverse psychology though, because when you're sick, it's actually good. But it feels like shit sometimes. Like today. I can't breathe properly.

Blah blah blah.

Anyways... I GOT A NEW PHONE!!

xD

Yup, it's a secret for now. BAHA.

Today was a okay day, I saw people again, and I saw some funny shet go on. HAHA.

I need to play basketball again. GG.

Tomorow is the Geometry quiz, everyone says it's FCKING HARD. GG HELP ME.

*sigh.

Well I am gonna head to bed, because I wanna play with this phone... IN THE MORNING YO.

I wonder if my parents will let me stay @ Jacob's like this... *sigh.

kkbai.

I just noticed;

My last two recent blogs are. Like random. Like the way I typed them... They just seem... Different.

Blah I don't know. Fucking fever. My brain is frying.

kbai.

Sick.

I hate being sick. I seriously DO NOT KNOW how I managed through the day. Baha. The whole day my body felt numb, and I have been feeling weak. Like really week. Internally and externally too. Blah I don't know... Anyway, I have been noticing my homeowrk has been done early this whole week.

Keilah says I stress out too much. I think so too. It's probably the reason I can't relax for shit, and why I am sick.

My day... was... wow. GG.

I've been noticing that my feelings are passing on, and some are coming back again. :/

How come I can't just move on. -_-

This week is slow, since there's completely NOTHING to look forward to.

And I AM really thinking about no Wangan for two weeks. I need a break from that shit.

I wanna play Left 4 Dead. GG.

YES WE CAN!

TIRED.

I am tired and I have entirely no will left inside me to write a long blog.

I AM TIRED.

I've also been realizing more stuff in my life.

I've been making laid back choices.

I need to chill.

Congratulations to our President, Barrack Obama.

YES WE CAN.

gg.

Mondays are... Mondays...

I wake up today. Obviously the plans with Keilah isn't going to be happening. So I figured out it'll be a boring day. So later on I start to feel sick. My dad drops by with some food... Then he tells me to take some Tylenol... I figure out I have a fever/flu, whatever. I finally get to sleep for like an hour.

Now I am up, feeling hella better. Because earlier today. I couldn't eat for shit, but didn't have that feeling of throwing up, I just couldn't eat. >_< Plus I don't have that burning sensation with a blanket/pillow on me. I don't know it was wierd. Blah whatever.

Now I am bored. I am thinking about doing homework now so I can just chillax all day. So I think I am gonna go and do that. But before that, I should finish the rest of my lunch that I couldn't gorge down. Meh.

OH SHIT, I have to get some film for Photography, or my grade is FUCKED.

OH AND, my inbox got deleted.
My phone turns off by itself AGAIN.

All my shit was gone for like half an hour, then it slowly started getting back.

ONCE ALL MY SHIT WAS BACK, I was all happy and relieved. What didn't come back?!

My inbox of like 90+ messages since November that I have been keeping. Instead of that inbox, it fucking gives me one from NOVEMBER!! NOVEMBER?! WHAT THE FUCK.

So now my texts from Tia and such are gone. BLAH. Pretty sad. -_-

GG.

Sunday, the ending of a horrid week with a happy ending. LOL wut?

So today, I didn't exactly wake up as I planned to wake up. My body was aching and I had some crazy ass headache. Anyway I eat and take a Tylenol. Soon after I shower. Remie calls me when I am literally NAKED, cause I just got outta the shower. xD Anyway I come out the door, and surprisingly Darren was with them too. So I was like, alright sounds like today is gonna be fun... LOL. So we go to GNS. And I have to say, it's like IN THE MIDDLE OF NO WHERE. And this shitty ass place is like. DEAD. When I mean dead. Remie still has his king ghosts from November that are still up. So we dupe some team cards blah blah blah... I time attacked Yoko UP. Ahhhh I miss that course. <3

Okay fast forwarding, we get on the off-ramp on the way to Life PLaza. We then see some biker come past us. HE THEN GIVES REMIE THE MAGICAL FINGER. LOL. Talk about owned. It was totally random, and out of no where. Like seriously WOW.

Okay we fast forward more. Apperantly everyone is liking the song "Jizz in My Pants" Lately. LAWL!! So funny hahaha. It was like the highlight song of the day or something.

We then get to Yoshinoya! We get some food. Talk about the Australian's on the forum. AND about kT because she is very cute. :]

So we get to Ai and we go straight to E-Games to play the reserved L4D seats. We get on for an hour. I have to say L4D is fucking FUN! I sucked though. =_= GG. LOL. And it was pretty funny how Darren and I annoyed the living shit out of Remie by naming our SNs GG1 and GG3. LOL. GG2 was supposed to be Jed, but he didn't want to play. Anywho we play for an hour. And it was pretty easy getting used to. I am actually craving it right now. But to tell you the truth it kinda scared me. -_- I still remember how the infected look like... MOVING ON.

Okay, we get to Ai now, play some Wangan. Meh it was DEAD. Like no one was there. So I re-tune my evo8 AGAIN, then tune the ST<>AR Evo X to like stage 20. I eventually renew and get my aura later in the day. OH and I beat Darren one on one too. :]

So now we get out around like 6:45. There's literally NOTHING to do. So we walk around and we happen to find the notorious LANCE. Holy shit Lance!! Fast forwarding our selves through the staring of cute girls Darren and I walk inside the resturant to ask if it's really him. And yea it was him... Blah blah blah. We then meet up with Matt, he too confirms it. OKAY.

So more fast forwarding. We go to The Heights. ^_^ It was fun, as it was like my first time going places with everyone. So we eat @ Wendy's and yea. We then go out to Starbucks blah blah blah.

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Okay so I go with Joel and Jed to pick up Julie from the movies. We eventually chill with her too. ^_^ She borrows my jacket for like the whole night. HAHA. So I have to fake that I have to go home, so we can take this annoying ass girl home. ^_^ SUCCESS.

So yea we get back. And everyone hides from Remie. LOLS. It eventually turned into a L4D type thing with Joel, Jed and I runnning around with hoods up. LMAO. Then yea. We talk and chill w.e.

I eventually need to get home. So we exchange byes w.e. It's gonna suck because I won't be able to hang around with them next week. :( So I say bye to everyone, get a hug from Julie too. ^_^ So yea. That was nice. blah blah blah.

On the way home, we drop Darren off to his ex-girlfriend's house... Also on the way back, I had a little story time from Remie. It was pretty nice. It kinda opened me up in a way.

Overall it was a GREAT DAY. I always like to be around "here" because it's like a home away from home. There's something about "here" that takes me away from my area. There's no stress. And 99% of the time it's all happiness.

I'm greatful for my friends around "here" which means I am very greatful to my team. The Diamond Stars. Without them I don't know if i'll even have motication and joy for anything. Without them I wouldn't meet half the people that changed my life.

I just wanna say thanks to Remie too. He's been driving me around for like almost a month now. HA. So I thank everyone in DS. For making me happy after each and every weekend. ^_^

HEY I WAS RIGHT! I HAD A BOMBEEZY DAY. >:D

Headache.

I didn't get a good sleep last night. So today when I woke up, my neck is hurting and a growing headache. -_- FAIL. And I bet Remie is almost here.

Oh well, today should be fun. Maybe I can act a little bit more positive today. I mean I am talking to Keilah ^_^. She's the best. :D And Amy and I have been texting since I woke up. S'all gooooooo0000d. :p

I think I will have my old bombeeeezy days today.

KK, bye people. :p

WOW, I still can't sleep. GG.

Anywho, I was like cbf about the flickr. lols. So I did the stuff I needed to do but that. Now I have this freaking song in my head. :p

"SHAWTY IT'S YOUR BOOTY"

Catchy ass song. :]

KK night guys. I have a fucking headache. -_-"

SOO BORED.

It's 2:05 A.M. and there's seriously nothing to do. Plus I need to wake up by like 10:30 too. ZOMG. I think I will take that needed picture for my itouch, look for some free games, update the itouch, check the $$$. Blah blah blah.

Goodnight.

I will now make a flickr account.

-_-

Yesterday and Today.

Yesterday was probably a blast from the past. I basically met my old self once again. Had to say it was some scary shit. I just want to say, I am sorry to the people I tripped out on. And i'm sorry to the people around me for being embarassing. I'm not having a good fucking week, and I just couldn't all my emotions in for that long. *sigh Some gay shit yesterday. I thought I was going to explode at Geometry too, just hearing her bitchy ass mother fucking bitch ass voice and sbit. I don't know how I managed. Overall some pathetic shit over the night too. I fell asleep when I was eating. How sad right. Very deppressing. GG.

Today was some gay shit too. my family felt very non-existant with their presence around me. I don't know, I am really out of it right now. Plus to add to it, I am fucking bored out of my mind. I shouldn't even be home at this time. Very deppressing Saturday.

I can't seem to be myself lately. Fucking gay shit. I don't even know how this shit is coming out of my fucking mind. GG

GG, just GG.

Brookhurst gets owned in the 7th grade bball. I don't even wanna know the score... GG.

Brookhurst PWNED in the 8th grade bball though. 1st quarter = 20 point leade. ROFL.
24-4 xD

Tavi and DeShaun got some hops. Freaking black people. xD
God knows how much DeShaun scored but holy hell. Tavi and Him made like so many steals and DeShaun pulled some crazy layup followed by a monster block. LOLs.

By half time. 50+ to 10+ GG.


Later the day meh, I started to feel better. No more grudges on people. I learned to accept that she is a bitch. I can find better people in life than her bullshit.

Hi Amy. :]

OH BTW, I fucking hate Pham's ball. No grip. -.- It's like he put a bed sheet for the outing of the ball. <_< lawlz.

I'm reading a book seriously.

It's called

The Game by Neil Strouss

LOL.

I'm sad shit I know w.e.

My shitty 5 days. Saturday -> Wednesday.

This shit is gay. I am bored so I am going to sum up the 5 practically shitty days I have had in a long time. Alright;

Saturday -
Day went off fine. Left the house around 2 when Remie picked me up with Jed. We talk in the car and chill around. I get dropped off to Ai while they head to Jack's house. So I go play some wangan for around 4 hours. =_= Me and Michael record some epic fail GG races. xD Okay 1 hour passes by. It's around 7:50 pm from what I remember. Matt walks in with about $40 of tokens from his MOM'S MONEY. No life bastard... GG blah blah blah. I get pissed off sometime in the end for what Matt does, but it's retarded so I don't wanna type it.

Okay so then I walk away the rest of the gang tries to cool me off. I eventually cool down, when I walk my self downstairs. I go on AIM to talk to some people. I see Vivian online. Of course I was obviously thrilled my ass off. We talk and yea. Okay time passes by, the tempo is really high. It seems like it was time. So I confess. Then what the fuck do I get? She tells me the obvious fucking answer. Then she fucking goes off telling me the people I hang out everyday @ school find me annoying. She said they give me glares because I am annoying. HOW THE FUCK AM I ANNOYING?! WHEN I AM FUCKING QUIET FOR THE FUCKING MAJORITY OF THE MOTHER FUCKING TIME. "Oh it's because the way you act." FUCK YOU. BITCH GOT NO RIGHT TO JUDGE MY PERSONALITY. FUCK YOU. So I basically implode and was wrecked the whole night.

This was when me and the people were outside E-Games waiting for a game of Left 4 Dead. 3 hours later. NOTHING. So we go home blah blah blah.

Sunday -
I wake up early Me and the Dad head off to LA to watch the Suns @ Clippers game. I was pretty excited once I saw a glimpse of the stadium. I literally ran my self and started taking some pictures. LOL. I noticed that the camera DOES make the court look bigger on TV. xD Anyway Clippers lose Suns win. I crave basktball in the end. I get home around 4:30. I was fucking half asleep. And I call Shane to play some ball @ Boiseranc. I noticed it was FUCKING humid too. WOW. So we play I was fucking rusty blah blah blah. I leave around 8:30. I get home. I remember I got a SHIT LOAD of shit to finish. FUCKING GREAT. So I do that for the rest of te morning... BAHA.

Monday -
Shittiest shit ever. I HATE MONDAYS. I find out that this shit wasnt due till TODAY. WOW. Stressed out honors student much. I think so. Alright I go home early, because i'm just wayyyy to stressed to be social. I go on aim. FUCKING VIVIAN IMs me. "ROOOOOOOON" "IM SO SORRRY" blah blah blah.

Tuesday -
I don't remember shit, other than the fact that I was shooting like a monster when I was playing 21 with Rendell and Gian. xD More shits I doubt myself. The Stig tries to help. I knock out at idk what time. I swear to christ. Keilah looks nice with those extensions too. :] ANNNNND Amy and I started talking..... Yea. LOLs.

Wednesday -
Lakers PWNED. Warriors fail with 3 extra lives. REBELS PWN frosh, jv, varsity. xD

I made this blog. Yea.


Most of the detail was on Saturday. I'm too lazy to add details because they are irrelevant. So whatever. OH SHIT I HAVE A QUIZ FOR BIO TODAY. FUCK.

So far.... My week has been complete SHIT. BAHA.

Oh and I feel i've been more neutral and bitchy at certain people that annoy me lately. LOLS. WHATEVER.

THIS WEBSITE IS SOOO CONFUSING.

This shit is hard to figure out. I think my mind is retardedly restricted to MySpace, forums, and You Tube. <_< BLAH I'll get used to this in time.