Politics has moved me.

Somehow, that same day. The first few daya President Obama was in the last process of becoming our new President, something inside me said, "IT'S TIME TO CHANGE." Just like his speech. I don't know how I got myself to change within 1 week. But the month of January wasn't really what I call a "good" start to my New Year. There's been more downs than ups from what I expected out of my New Year. Just like in his Inauguration speech there are many struggles, they will be met. Same goes for my life.

I have learned to think about my actions more. And to act differently towards people. I've learned to be more conservative on my actions.

I have changed from what I was. Not because of what a person has made of me, but for what I want to be.

I am done with being a pushover. I am done with being that one person everyone goes to as a last resort. I hate being the person being acted nicely upon one day, and being acted shitly upon the other.

I AM SICK OF IT.

I am done. I hope some people enjoyed the new me, because that's probably the last of it. I hope they enjoyed the way they treated me in the past. I hope they remember how nice I was, and while some people took me for granted. Or how some over looked their point of view towards me because of "me", opinions from their friends, or by my personality.

I am not saying I have made myself an asshole. But I am making myself a stronger person. I don't know how. Or when I will stop. But I WILL BE, STRONGER.

(physically/mentally. :])

Only certain people know now. I have become a little bit more complicated towards other people. I don't even know myself anymore. :/

This un-eventful week, has turned on my brain to act and work.

I can be better, and I will be.

I hope that I will Enjoy the Process....