After last night.

I don't know what to blog about anymore. I basically blogged what was the left in my mind last night. Last night was just so quiet. Music helped me cope with everything I guess. I'm so lucky to have the people that just talked to me and listened last night. I prolly would've been hella deppressed even more if you guys weren't on or anything.

Now what? I don't know what to do anymore. My weekend is ruined. Unless I magically get someone to get me on Sunday. Or for someone to call me tomorow.

I feel like a lot of us need a big hug right now and some of us need to just hang out and have a day out. Everyone seems to be so down and quiet lately. I can't handle this kind of tone during summer. It's just not right.

It's 3:19AM. I've seriously lost track of time the entire day today.

Speaking of today, I was supposed to go out later today. They called me about tomorow, but I was still so angry and irritated about the night before and I couldn't give them straight answers. It was always an " I don't know. " or a " Whatever. " All of the calls ended with just me hanging up. I was so pissed because I couldn't go out at the time and they asked me, OUT OF THE ENTIRE WEEK THAT THEY'VE BEEN OUT. To get me. AT THIS TIME? REALLY? I felt bad for acting like a bitch to my friend, because he offered to get me to just chill out tomorow, and I was like " I DON'T KNOW. LOOK CAN WE TALK ABOUT THIS LATER? " -hangs up- It's been in my head the whole night. It's bugging me.

I seriously doubt I can go on Sunday, because I don't think I have a ride to the OC Fair nor Jacob's house later on the night.

Agghhh. FML.

It's almost August, and I noticed my summer wasn't really anything out of the ordinary.

Someone save me.