I really hate it.

I really hate it when my parents see me with a girl and they think it's my girlfriend. Sometimes I take a look back at her too and I sometimes say, yeah I kinda wish but we won't ever become more than friends. I don't know, every time I prove to them I am still a single kid, it really kills me inside. You know, no matter how fucked up this household has been, I think it would be nice to come home from going out one day and actually telling them, "Yeah that's her." That would be such a great feeling you know? Every time I tell them I am single and they always think and say that I am in denial, it kinda lowers my self esteem a little because it's kinda pathetic that I seriously do not have a girlfriend. Eh, it's been happening a lot lately so it really got to me tonight. Just a thought though. I can only wish...