Another late night.

It's 5AM. I can't believe i'm blogging this late... Or should I say early....

The suns starting to rise up.

Well anyway. Max told me the it's he hates Tuesdays. I do too.

Fuck Tuesdays. Nothing you can do or say to make me change my mind unless something really crazy happens.

I woke up pretty pissed off. Because the one time that my body is wanting to sleep, I have to fucking wake up.

So I eventually wake up and get my ass on the computer. I just get pissed of from there, I don't want to talk about it because yeah...

But basically that ruins my day.

I then go with my mom to the facial appointment my parents are making me go to.

FUCK THAT SHIT. SO FUCKING PAINFUL. FUCK THAT.

Why don't you fucks just let puberty do it's thing? <_<

FUCK. Most torturing hour of my Summer. Well physically that is.

I basically couldn't do anything after because My face was stinging like a bitch, and it would suck to play ball like I wanted to and sweat all over my face with my face acting up like that.

So I go home, i'm basically so agitated i'm slamming everything that can open or close. Throwing shit around and yeah.

My parents try to ease the atmosphere up by being realy polite and putting up with me. But I can't really do or say anything because i'm just so agitated. I was quiet the whole day. And I was wasted another 4 hours of my life playing 2k9. FML.

I did the usuals and that's basically my night.

Now it's 5AM. I need to really do something today. No matter what the fuck it is. Which means i'm turning on the alarm and waking up early.

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Today I learned that i'm letting everything get to me so fucking easily. I need to stop being so nice, because it's not getting me anywhere with some things. No one really wants to hang out or maybe i'm just thinking too much. I've been inside the house too much and it's getting to me. Oh, and I can't raelly listen to my itouch anymore because it's full of love songs that just piss me the fuck off.

Why?

Because it's really retarded to be listening to love song without anyone to think of. Call me wierd/crazy/wow I don't care. That's how I do it. It's just really pointless.

I hate it when it gets around that time where I just can't listen to anything. It makes everything so quiet.

*sigh

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So today, I talked to you after so many days of not really having a conversation. I don't really know what's come to me, but I kind of like you. Just a little bit. Haha... I don't really know. But yeah, I just wanted to let that out. Because as time passed by everything is just on and off in my head about this, but right now that's all that's passed inside my head. >< I don't know. Lol.





SO yeah.