I feel like shit,

So i'm going to blog right now.

Man, i've been so deppressed like or really jealous ever since last night. FML. I think it's my fault, I told my self not to even come close of a MySpace page of her, but I was a dumbass and I did.

FML, to the max.

I really don't get why I get so jealous. Maybe because I keep thinking since they have someone, I don't mean shit to them. Like i'm just there. I don't know.

But I need to do or find something quick to get my mind off of it. Because this shit is going to ruin my day, or hell even my week if I don't get my shit right.

Argh, it's so frustrating and fucking deppressing.

FML x123412412412432

+ to add on to this,

Most of the people I help ALL THE TIME, I ALWAYS HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY. But when i'm in that certain mood or shit, they blank on me. Nothing to say. I'm left there in the fucking corner thinking for myself. Shit like "I don't want to sound stupid" really now. That's all you can fucking say to me when I help you with all your fucking shit all the time? Wow, I feel like when i'm like this people try to avoid me, I reeally don't know to be honest. But really a little love and consoling would really help you know, but I guess most people don't really APPRECIATE all my shit that I do or give for them.