I'm going to blog about some random things right now.

So, since I was home the entire day I was practically thinking. Thinking about everything in my life, around me, who is in and out of it, who should be back into it. And once I finished, I've come to realize I am actually a happy person. What usually brings me down so easily, are girl problems.


I mean I thought about it, but the kind of stress coming from girl problems is really fucking my life over so bad, I am missing out on most things because of the attitude I am awarding myself from it.


So I should really stay away from those kind of girls, because in the end when they mean everything to you, they will just fuck you over in a corner in the end.


I just want to say, to whoever is reading this and if you're a close friend to me or if you think you are... I want to say thank-you, for being my friend, putting up with the kind of random bitchassness I sometimes do, being there for me if I ever had those emo moments, or was just there for me, maybe even just being a good friend <3 .


I really think I should be more smart on my choices in relationship stuff. I seriously get blinded too easily, when I clearly have the one right infront of me. Ugh, I guess I can learn from my stupid mistakes, maybe I can get a second chance... I don't know.


I should be smarter on my life decisions too. Like on my hangout shit. I will now put d$ over my friends, because really, if it isn't anything fucking crazy like my birthday, it's not really worth it. It really fucked me over today.


So now I blog about Tia Barrera.

I made a promise to her, because we've started talking again, that from now on, we will keep talking and make our friend-ship stronger. Because I can't stand talking for a week, then we stop talking for god knows how long. It's just retarded. I am really thankful for her, because for some reason she's always so friendly to me. AHA, it's true... I still think she lies about missing me everytime though.... HAHA. But yeah... I love you Tia! :]

*coughmyblogaboutyouisbetterthanminecough*


So yeah...



PS;
Whenever I am in those situations when I think I am getting in a relationship, or about to get into one. I have that "oh shit" feeling, and I have panic attacks. Kind of ironic you think?