Gran Torino

Today I felt so... Dead. Concentrated. Sleepy. Unenthusiastic.

I don't know.

Maybe the fact there's no one to hang around during PE anymore. Man I miss my homo bestfriend. <_< Fucking bitch just had to go to tennis. pft.

Today we were in the gym and played basketball. *sighs It was so lonely playing "by myself". I couldn't find laughter more like concentration and focus in the game. My team wouldn't play their defense, and I had to pull everything up my ass. Atleast I wasn't off a mjority of the time.

Moving on, lunch was just wow.

English, it was pretty relieving how I could sleep in there. We just read Romeo and Juliet... It seems like it's gonna get interesting, but that's just in my opinion... I slept the rest of the class.

Geometry...

*sigh I have to teach myself this lesson. It's so. -_-

The whole period I was dead. For some reason I felt pissed off. Then towards the end of class I just wouldn't talk to anyone. Then the unenthusiasm kicked in for the rest of the day.

I got home, waited for mom to come home with the In-N-Out ate then fell asleep during the beginning of The Bourne Ultimatum.

Three hours later I wake up, just about a half hour away from the Laker game.

That was by far the most boring Laker game I have ever watched. Crowd was quiet. And there was nothing to be enthusiastic about.

After the game my dad put in Gran Torino.

I have to say that was a good movie. REALLY GOOD. Ending made me shed a tear. Yes...

So after I took a shower. During that shower I was thinking... Negatively. I don't know why I would but I did.

*sigh

I don't know why I feel so negative and unenthusiastic....

Is it because Valentines Day is coming up? I mean it's only one day right?...

I give up.